End of year 2..

and might never be able to work with Kor and gang anymore..
all good things have to come to an end...or does it?..

sori.. i just dunno what to say..it just doesn't feel right/comfortable...aiyah i dunno lah

well anyway i have no break for the next 6 monthz D=
...wish me luck..i am going to need it...

~Tired but happy again~

I think i'm going to hit my limit soon..sighh..
nvr thought it would happen like that..

i do love to complain about having alot of assignments and such but i always know i will get the job done.
But this time i feel exhausted, unfocused and restless! In other words i have a bad feeling..

i am not myself..i even fell asleep during my project..and when i woke up i was lost..i feel useless..all around me people are working hard..

i became lazy.. and reasoned myself that "i don't want to work alone" so i just sat there and stared..walk around restlessly..

sori...DG..

Gladys..i am going to develop not just eyebags but eye"SACKS" ..

Below applies to nones of you readers at least i think you don't read..but..

why do people ask you to turn up for something that you chanced on so hard..
and just when you are there, they just take it away from you?
Aren't you just using people for the sake of self satisfaction?
haven you given a thought about how much trouble the other person went through to get there?

~the days feel like years..~

the last group project with my close friends and after that we are gonna split to different path
sadzzz...

i don't know what's wrong with me.. D: sometimes
i look into the mirror and i see a dumb fag who doesn't even have a proper character..

with less then 8 solid days left..is it enuff for us to complete our project..
i am losing strength but faith keeps me going that includes "RedBull" and "Potato Chips".

i feel worried, afraid, pressured and tired and yet!
i still have that dumb smile on my face.

have a made a wrong decision? have i expected too much?

AND why is returning just 1 Call so freaking hard!

~i am so tired..just so tired~

plan so much..can only do so much..
go Bishan , J8, collect phone..
then go The Cathey..no slot..Saw Justin boon and his "FRIEND" joee
then go PS got some lousy sits that cost a bomb..
play couple of bballs at both side..
own the guy whom i lost to before..
make girls go crazy... make a few eye contacts..
walk walk..go see build a bear shop..
Watch Valkyrie then make girl cry..
then take red line,purple,green and red again..then zhao home..


~try smiling now...=D~

FREAKING SHIT

~looks like i was right you couldn't keep it silent~